cpolk: (I am not young enough to know everything)
Title: Dead Man's Hand
Author:[livejournal.com profile] cpolk and [livejournal.com profile] matociquala
Rating:Fan Rating: FRT (some profanity, mentions of violence)
Pairing: This is not slash. It's gen. But Dr. Spencer Reid is in it!
Summary: This story is a sequel to [livejournal.com profile] matociquala's Fic Two Pair of Aces. You must read that, or else this story will make no damn sense at all. And it still won't make sense if you've not watched the show. So it's like SPOILERS GALORE. Just saying.

What Happens in Vegas, Stays in Vegas.

Maybe.


A Fisher King wound cannot be healed by somebody else. It's not a wound to the body. it's a wound to the memory. A wound to the mind, it's - a wound that only you can find, and a wound that only you can heal...there's only one question that matters...there's only one really important question - can you forgive yourself? )
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of my weekend long abandonment, though they are kind and drop notes from moment to moment.

I'm sure some of you are puzzled that I haven't actually posted anything LJ about Peter Watts' latest book. I'm having the but I can't talk about it crisis. I've got the book, I've read it, I'm waiting an undefined yet short amount of time to do the re-read (like Light, this book needs to be read twice. I detected that there were levels going on that I was only glimpsing, that weren't going to pack into place without a repeat) but I can't talk about it.

There are a few reasons for this. One is that I have this rabid hatred of spoilers, and I certianly wouldn't want to do that to you. Another is that there isn't enough population of people who have read the book yet for people to talk to about it (and I'll get back to this in a moment.) I remember how trapped I was after reading What's Bred in the Bone by Robertson Davies - I wanted to discuss my experience of the text with someone, because I wanted to know if I was a genius!Chelsea or an oncrack!Chelsea or maybe even a geniusoncrack!Chelsea...

but I COULD NOT FIND anyone who had read the cursed thing. oh, it was terrible.

I would like to not repeat this experience.

Lucky for me, someone started the community [livejournal.com profile] peterwatts, which I have joined today. it looks like they are starting to discuss the book, but I'm not going into it yet because my take on what happened is entirely backwards from what the original poster posited. so I'm worried that I have completely misread it (some of you may remember what happened when I got my hands on Footnotes.) and need to read it again. The community has just gotten started and right now they're interested in how people managed to get a copy of the book, so your answers would probably be appreciated here.

And that comes to my second part of talking about the fact that I'm annoyed by not being able to talk about this book.

The first printing edition of this book is less than 5000 copies. they are rare. (i've got one, nyah nyah. and you'll have to get your own, as this one is MINE and I am not. lending. it.) they are also unavailable in most big chain bricks and mortar bookstores, because of Ingram/Barnes and Noble's 25 dollar rule (you know the one.) It's selling fairly nicely on amazon, and independent booksellers like Clarkesworld have clocked it at #1 in their shop's sales.

So if you want a copy, you will have to work for it, my friends. If you have the time, and if you have the effort, and if you have not summarily crossed a Big Box Bookstore off your list forevermore (As I have done with the Coles/Indigo/Chapters Canadian conglomerate, for various reasons, don't get me started) could I ask you to please please pretty please call a bricks and mortar chain store and express dismay at Blindsight being unavailable, and ask them to order you a copy, please.

I know it will likely take longer for me to have the book discussion I want to have by asking you to do it this way, but if you have time to do it the hard way, would you? otherwise, Amazon orders will do nicely. More people need to read this book. you've heard various cool kids of SF spinning in circles over this one. it's already in the hugo best novel betting pool. there's some very good reasons for that. the damn thing is scary.

(p.s. if you have read What's Bred in the Bone by Robertson Davies, PLEASE tell me. I still need to bounce my reading of it off someone.)
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MEME: 20 Random Facts about Hermione Granger (PG)
Title: 20 Random Facts about Hermione Granger
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cpolk
Characters: Hermione Granger, her family, and her friends.
Rating: PG
Warnings: Sex and Drugs. no rock and roll, though.
Disclaimer: I haven't written my zillion book selling fan obsession yet. This is how I procrastinate from doing just that.
Author's Notes: Written for the The Harry Potter Random Facts Fest, hosted by [livejournal.com profile] iulia_linnea

20 Random Facts about Hermione Granger

1. Hermione Granger was born on 19th September, 1979, thirteen days after a total lunar eclipse. This is absolutely true. Her mother had been feeling restless and tossy all that day, with kicking and cramping and an insatiable need for chocolate that did not end until Hermione was born. She did not take her first breath until 3:19 pm, after the doctor peeled away a membrane that covered the child's face.

One of the attending nurses, a middle-aged woman from Fraserburgh, scooped the discarded membrane from the wastebin and sent it to her youngest brother, who survived drowning on September 19th, 1989 in Puerto Rico.

2. Hermione Granger is an only child. Her parents had planned on having another, but Hermione's mother burst into tears when her daughter was only 3 days old and smashed every mirror in the house with her fists, screaming, "stop looking at me!"

Her father cleaned out the glass from her hands and forearms, sewed up the very worst cuts, bandaged her in swaddling gauze and put her to bed, stroking her hair until she fell asleep.

All the while, Hermione cried, only wanting her 2:17 am feeding.

3. Hermione Granger knows that if she can pass every test, know every answer, and recall her facts perfectly, she will never, ever lose the approval of her father, who made a game of setting her to memorize all one hundred and fifty four of Shakespeare's sonnets, and then naming a number after dinner. If she could recite it word for word, she got a pound note and a kiss on the cheek.

Hermione's first muggle savings account has compounded £87.94 from this test of her worthiness.

4. Hermione Granger's favorite book as a child was Roald Dahl's Danny, the Champion of the World. She read Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but never quite felt that Charlie did the right thing, buying chocolate out of the money he found, but that Danny and his father were simply clever.

5. When Hermione Granger got the letter from Hogwarts, also included was an invitation to attend a dinner with a guest speaker who addressed the attendees with a talk entitled, "So that's what it was all along! an explanation on what the Hogwarts letter means."

Hermione was quite distressed because none of the acts of spontaneous magic the woman in the tartan-lined cloak described had ever happened at her house.

6. When Viktor Krum kissed Hermione at the Yule Ball, it wasn't the first kiss she'd ever gotten from a boy - or the last...or the best, as she would discover later.

But at the time, it was pretty fine.

7. Hermione Granger's childhood friend refuses to speak to her now, because Hermione never tells her any secrets.

8. Hermione Granger has a secret deal with one of the students from Hufflepuff who bootlegs liquor for younger students. She started taking a nip or two in third year, but it's certainly nothing serious.

9. Hermione often sneaks off to the second floor girl's washroom, these days.

10. Hermione loves to sing, but only does so when alone.

11. Hermione only pretended to not be able to see the Thestrals, because she could tell that Ron couldn't.

12. Hermione Granger went to a hair salon on summer holidays when she was thirteen, and had her hair cut and styled to highlight her natural curls. She followed her stylist's advice carefully for all of a week. on the seventh day, she deliberately brushed it while dry to make it bushy again.

She didn't like how boys paid her extra attention because of how she looked, but didn't seem to listen to a word she said.

13. Hermione Granger once had a crush on another girl, but she got over it.

14. Hermione Granger never told anyone what she had done during the two days that Harry, Ron, Ginny, Fred, and George had been off in london when Arthur Weasley was attacked.

15. Hermione Granger loves school, and Hogwarts, and her best friends, but she starts counting the days until she's on her way to a holiday in France sometime around easter.

16. Hermione believes that the only consistent tragedy is an unread book.

17. Hermione Granger's great aunt on her father's side and her great great uncle on her mother's side were the sorts the family told stories about - they knew when someone died, at the moment when they died, they predicted who would get married to whom, and they always seemed to know the truth one was most trying to hide.

Hermione spent her first few days of reading Hogwarts, a History looking for their names.

18. Hermione Granger reads ahead in all her textbooks. in fourth year, she made a deal with Fred and George Weasley to get a crack at theirs.

19. Hermione Granger isn't very good on a broom, but she can skip double dutch with her eyes closed, and was the best tap dancer in her childhood class.

20. Hermione Granger has an extensive rock collection at home. Her relatives send them to her, and she hasn't the heart to tell them that she quit collecting around the time she started going away to school.
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... Fresh news!

Memberships for WFC 2008 in Calgary, Alberta are going on sale November 6th, 2006.

Prices are $100 USD for attending, and $35 USD for supporting. Memberships will be available through paypal, but the address has not yet been posted. I'll let you know when it's up.

The theme for WFC 2008 is "Mystery in Fantasy and Horror," just in case you didn't know.

I'm assuming that those of you attending in Austin will be able to purchase memberships there, as well.

I can't hardly wait!
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This is a meme worth doing. i got it from [livejournal.com profile] cristalia and [livejournal.com profile] sosotris2012, but I'm sure lots of people have been doing it.

basically, you track the history of things that you read over the years. what stuck with you and what did you discard, and all that.

and I should particpate in these sorts of memes, if they get me thinking about genre... )

Tagged: All of you. Go.
cpolk: yes. Those really are my hands. (hands)
No this is not a music post. breathe. breathe.

I present:

NaNoSlashMo final Count!!!!!

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
45,630 / 25,000
(182.5%)



wooo! that's awesome! and the most words I have ever written in a month.


Project rewrite:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
14 / 30
(46.7%)


Kick my ass if this bar isn't filled by friday, okay?
cpolk: (Default)
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
39,400 / 25,000
(157.6%)


New words added to: A Thousand, and a Hundred More

oh, and

page by page rewrite-o-meter

Zokutou word meter
0 / 30
(0.0%)


because I should really get on it.

And I'm cooking dinner, too. I'll talk about that later.
cpolk: (ohfuck)
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
37,960 / 25,000
(151.8%)


New Words added to: A Thousand, and a Hundred More

I really should be doing a rewrite of a short story, but I'm still goofing off.

Besides, rewrites don't contribute to my NaNoSlashMo word count. s'there!

anyway, I have to rewrite a story from 1st person to 3rd person. It's been recommended to me that I open two word windows side by side and white papre rewrite the story.

I already tried going into the story and changing the POV, but on man that is SO not working. the problem is that 1st gives you nearly seamless internalizations, and --believe it or not, I didn't realize this - just changing the pronouns mean that you end up with this WEIRD omniscient, yet distant effect.

check it out: )
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I had a thawed pork shoulder and a broken oven.

So i got out a bowl and made a spice rub. I didn't measure anything. I just dumped in a whomp of garlic powder, onion powder, black pepper, mantreal steak spice, paprika, sage, and terragon for kicks.

then I browned and seared the houlder in a frying pan on all sides. I used a slightly higher than medium heat to do this.

I dumped the leftover rub in a dutch oven and splashed in some worchestershire, apple juice, apple cider vinegar, a splash of sauterne cooking wine, some crushed garlic, and a bit of water to stretch it out. I might have an inch of liquid in the pan, probably.

I put the roast in fat-side down, covered, and simmered for an hour before testing with a meat thermometer. I think it took three hours.

and it turned out great.

oh yes, and

NaNoSlashMo

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
35,590 / 25,000
(142.4%)


Words added to: Idiot Prayer, A Thousand, and a Hundred More

check THAT out. I said I was considering adding another 10,000 words to my goal for the month, and I kicked the crap out of THAT wordcount goal too.

This might possibly be my most prolific month of writing ever. let's see how far I get.
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Eh? Eh? Well looky -

NaNoSlashMo
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
30,900 / 25,000
(123.6%)


Thing is it's all over the place for slashes in progress and stuff like that. heh.

Words added to: Lights Out, Look For the Sky, as yet unnamed fic
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Zokutou word meter
26,200 / 25,000
(104.8%)


that includes some additions and revisions to the Harry/Draco, and getting started on the other fanfic that I must write or else Kat will kill me.

Words added to: Heads you Do, Tails you Don't, Look For The Sky
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Zokutou word meter
25,440 / 25,000
(101.8%)


that's it, that's the whole fic. I need a better title than "I wanna take you to a goth bar" but I have finished the draft of the story with the longest sex scene EVAR.

any HP shippers want to read it out of curiosity or urge to beta, I can send.
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Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
23,920 / 25,000
(95.7%)


I've actually written boatloads today, but I did a whole-count and somewhere in there I must have counted the same section twice. since my last metric I've produced 2500 words, and gone from smut to angst and right back into the smut! once this smut is over, I've got to wrap this up with some angst, rewrite the beginning, and my novella length and half of it is sex Harry/Draco slash will be finished.

I learned today that Wolf doesn't understand writers. He knew that I was slashing Harry/Draco, and in a vote of support went out and bought the first three movies on DVD for "research." Wonderful! But he wanted me to watch Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone now right now, and I was just getting ready to put words on the page.

I had to turn him down with, "But I'm in the middle of a blowjob!"

He went, but insisted that I catch up on movie one and watch movie two with him tonight. he wants to be prepped in time for Opening Night - I do the same thing when the next book of a series/trilogy comes out by going back and reading all the books that came before.

I wish I had a Ravenclaw scarf. (snif)
cpolk: (I am not young enough to know everything)
I don't have a metric right now, but I have a spare moment and I'm stealing it to do a quick post.

I've always scorned NaNoWriMo. I've loudly proclaimed that I wasn't going to do it, oh for the last four years now.

This November had seen me at a period where I hadn't written anything for months. months, I swear. I'd tried to pick up on the novel i'd been sulking at for years - and I got some words in that I hated and so I quit and went back to not-writing.

so me and the sekrit cabal ended up observing NaNoDruWriNi on the last friday of october (because they were going to WFC), and I pounded out a few words on a "useless" fanfiction project.

It was fun. and so I drunkenly declared NaNoSlashMo, decided to go for a lesser word count goal, and got hit with a plot bunny that's gotten me nearly completed my 25,000 words by the middle of November.

And it is fun. and I'm learning so much from combining the highly scorned literary practices of writing fanfiction and writing porn.

Mostly, it's an exercise in character. )
cpolk: (dance)
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
23,540 / 25,000
(94.2%)


through the smut, and into the angst! heh.

I'm going to meet my goal wordcount for the month just finishing this story. I'm toying with tacking on another 10,000 words once I meet the goal....

but first, i must dance like a fool to Rock Lobster.

Down! Down!
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Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
21,260 / 25,000
(85.0%)


Lots more today. out of the angst, and straight back into the smut! whoooo!
cpolk: (Default)
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
18,900 / 25,000
(75.6%)


of course the stupid draco/harry barbies wouldn't let me stop...

1690 more words. some of them dirty, but we've gotten into the angst.
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NaNoSlashMo:
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
17,210 / 25,000
(68.8%)


1690 words today, and every single one of them dirty.

ohyeah!
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more NaNoSlashMo:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
12,850 / 25,000
(51.4%)
cpolk: (UmbrellaKiss)
More progress for NaNoSlashMo:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
11,140 / 25,000
(44.6%)


[00:02] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: woobie
[00:03] [livejournal.com profile] matociquala: weeble
[00:03] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: I'm writing harry/draco slash.
[00:03] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: harry/draco.
[00:03] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: gads.
[00:04] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: I've dressed them up like my own set of Ken dolls and sent them to a goth bar and got them hammered on Snakebites.
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] matociquala: You need a new hobby
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] matociquala: *g*
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: and I think that's what a lot of fanfic *is*
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: grown women playing barbies.
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] matociquala: Ken dolls?
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] matociquala: Heh
[00:05] [livejournal.com profile] cpolk: [livejournal.com profile] ktempest had it right.


SnakeBite

In a shot glass, pour
1/2 Jack Daniels
1/2 tequila
3 drops tabasco sauce

drink while swirling. feel free to swear.

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