What all I can update for you so far
Jun. 5th, 2009 06:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cpolkI have a moving crew and some space to store some stuff!
I have a place to sleep tomorrow, and for the weekend, and contingency crash space if I don't end up getting ahold of the friend who can keep me for a little bit longer.
boxes will be on their way in the morning. progress is being made on clothing (WHY DID I PROCRASTINATE ON DOING MORE THAN THE ESSENTIALS? BAD CHELS!)
I also have some information on short stay accomodation if I need it (talking like a week.) I'm planning on living out of a carryon sized suitcase and a academic sized backpack for the next month - hey, I do it on vacation, right? and doing my best to get myself settled someplace that's going to be supportive to my abilities.
because there's something that makes me hope--
There's going to be more supportive home space coming up for assisting people with mental illness, like me. a brand new building in a wonderful neghborhood is opening its doors in july this month, and I'm on the referral list for supported housing as of this morning. there's a chance that *I* could be in this new building - but if not, I will have a chance at the places that people will be vacating to move to the new place and I'll be in the network anyway, which will be...
I've been holding back on making this change for myself because I was scared of what would happen to my roommate if I did, even though everyone told me that it wasn't helping *me* to hold back. this has been a very very scary day for me, and honestly, the scary isn't over - I still want to crawl in bed and hide shivering from the world, I'm going to have to live by the grace of my friends while under stressors that help me be ... symptomatic ... but I can get through this.
you are all helping me. I am overwhelmed by the love and caring you have all shown me with your help and your well wishes and your support today. people from all over the world, people who don't even know me, all caring and mad for me and wanting me to succeed. it's amazing, and I thank you all so much. I don't think anything in my life has shown me so much proof of the goodness of people as I have seen today, and for that, I feel blessed by the universe.
I've have *got* to do something to pass this on. :) I'm really looking forward to getting to the part in the crisis where I can do that.
I have a place to sleep tomorrow, and for the weekend, and contingency crash space if I don't end up getting ahold of the friend who can keep me for a little bit longer.
boxes will be on their way in the morning. progress is being made on clothing (WHY DID I PROCRASTINATE ON DOING MORE THAN THE ESSENTIALS? BAD CHELS!)
I also have some information on short stay accomodation if I need it (talking like a week.) I'm planning on living out of a carryon sized suitcase and a academic sized backpack for the next month - hey, I do it on vacation, right? and doing my best to get myself settled someplace that's going to be supportive to my abilities.
because there's something that makes me hope--
There's going to be more supportive home space coming up for assisting people with mental illness, like me. a brand new building in a wonderful neghborhood is opening its doors in july this month, and I'm on the referral list for supported housing as of this morning. there's a chance that *I* could be in this new building - but if not, I will have a chance at the places that people will be vacating to move to the new place and I'll be in the network anyway, which will be...
I've been holding back on making this change for myself because I was scared of what would happen to my roommate if I did, even though everyone told me that it wasn't helping *me* to hold back. this has been a very very scary day for me, and honestly, the scary isn't over - I still want to crawl in bed and hide shivering from the world, I'm going to have to live by the grace of my friends while under stressors that help me be ... symptomatic ... but I can get through this.
you are all helping me. I am overwhelmed by the love and caring you have all shown me with your help and your well wishes and your support today. people from all over the world, people who don't even know me, all caring and mad for me and wanting me to succeed. it's amazing, and I thank you all so much. I don't think anything in my life has shown me so much proof of the goodness of people as I have seen today, and for that, I feel blessed by the universe.
I've have *got* to do something to pass this on. :) I'm really looking forward to getting to the part in the crisis where I can do that.
