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 Even Though I Knew The End - a Serial by ceeainthereforthat, Illustrations by kai-art

Expelled High Magician Dean Winchester tracks a serial killer on the streets of Chicago in January 1941, and the Men of Letters don’t like that one bit.

  b e g i n s   j a n u a r y   f i r s t ,   t w o   t h o u s a n d   s i x t e e n

-this work is complete and will update every odd numbered day until jan. 9th.-

“Sanguine, coniunge meum et responsē.”

Three drops of blood fell to the cracked asphalt between my feet, landing on the sigil drawn with the scrapings of alarm clock paint and the spores of a Japanese mushroom picked on a moonless night. The moon hid her face, and magic happened.

It’s the principle of contagion and sympathy, see. My blood, activating the luminescent properties of radium and the living glow of the fungus make the connection to the blood spilled here—

You know what, let’s skip that bit. The ground beneath my feet glowed, spreading along the alley in an obscene greenish smear. It touched everything that was blood and made it light up like the hands on a glow in the dark clock, or a—yeah, a fairy mushroom. I would study these photos and read these smears, divine how Miss MacIntyre died at the red-stained hands of the Half-Moon killer. 

Rating: Mature
Warnings: Temporary Major Character Death
Relationships: Dean Winchester/Jimmy Novak
Characters: Dean Winchester, Jimmy Novak, Castiel, Sam Winchester, fem!Crowley, Bartholomew, Original Male Characters, Original Female Characters
Additional Tags/Warnings: 1940′s Noir/Detective AU, Established Relationship, Period appropriate homophobia, Period appropriate ableism, Period appropriate sexism, early psychiatric practices, canon-typical violence, gore, smoking, alcohol use

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This is an exercise I'm doing to help me find my narrator's voice. This is a supernatural fanfic project.

He was only two years younger than me but he was just a kid with his hair flopping into his eyes and lipstick all over his face after he’d been kissed in by the queens at the Wink. He was jumpy and flustered by the cheers and applause, half of him ready to bolt and the other half rubbernecking at the sight of a roomful of men, drinking together, smoking, embracing. This wasn’t some tourist getting a look at the pansies. He was alone, for one thing. the straight ones came in packs.
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Editing is still going well. I've done an hour, and I'll do another hour after a bit of a break.

After writing the dialogue only prompt i got in my tumblr askbox last night, I realized that I've come a long way when it comes to seaming in setting and how necessary I find it to writing now. I thought about writing a post about Setting in stories. I'm not sure how I will structure it, exactly, but I hope it will be helpful.  
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 Evidently I have decided that just editing my MS isn't complicated enough, so I'm creating a style sheet for all my proper names and unusual terms, and I'm mapping out each scene to see if it's pulling its weight. It's possible I will get to 50 hours of editing without actually finishing the editing, and I'm a bit grumpy about that.
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 Just testing a thing. I'm figuring out crossposting between DW and tumblr.
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But I'm going to do a little posting, and see who's around.

Say hi! I'd love to meet more people to follow! 
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 A few hours of sleep would go unnoticed. It would sink into the routine of the morning. I took his wrist. His heartbeat fluttered under my fingers, exhausted but still running for its life. Crescent shaped welts reddened the palm of his hand. My vision slid out of ordinary focus and locked on the glowing paths of life inside Old Gerald’s body: the rush of air as he breathed, the pulse of blood as his heart beat, and something that almost made me shut my eyes and drop Old Gerald’s wrist.
Red-brown muck concentrated itself in Old Gerald’s head.
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6 in 2012 knitting challenge.

The idea is that i name six things I will knit in 2012. and here they are:

  1. A Sweater

  2. A Pair of Socks

  3. A Work in Progress

  4. An Original Design

  5. A Work of Lace

  6. A New Thing That Scares Me a Bit

I'm already working on number 1, 2 is next in line, I know what WIP I want to finish, i'm certain I know what i'm going to design, and the other two? dunno.
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From everyone: Pick up the book nearest to you. Turn to page 45. The first sentence there describes your sex life in 2012.

--perhaps writing letters is not as harmless an activity as I would have thought.
It's Five Hundred Years After by Steven Brust

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Anyone reading this who is familiar with my food posts knows that I don't post recipes. I relate the narrative of how I cooked a thing. Part of this is because I don't really use recipes that often. I will when I'm just learning how to make a particular food, and then I improvise from there. Part of that is because of the way I learned to cook - at an early age, from experienced cooks, who told me the story of how something is made while we were making it. So when I write about something I cooked, I'm more interested in telling its story and handing the knowledge over that way.

A recipe is a way to hand down a story of how to make a thing. But the structure of many recipes assumes a previous skill in not just cooking, but reading recipes - specifically, reading what the recipe -doesn't tell you.- For a person who doesn't cook, the unspoken assumptions of recipes can mean disaster, ruined dinners, and yet another entrant into the story of why cooking sucks.

I found a recipe. I haven't actually tried this recipe, but this one looks pretty tasty. I got it from In Jennie's Kitchen, a blog i've never visited before, and it's a recipe for butternut squash soup. You can see the original page here. But for the purposes of this post, i'm just going to copy the recipe and explain how it's read.

Velvety Butternut Squash Soup
Serves 4

The recipe title, and the anticipated serving size. My first question is serves 4 what? Does this recipe serve four as a starting course, or is it sized generously enough to be a lunch entree? I wish I knew before meal planning, but I'm going to guess that it makes around one liter of soup, probably less. But it honestly depends on the size of your squash.

This soup is so remarkably smooth, you’ll be tempted to call it creamy butternut squash soup—except there’s not a spot of cream. Start by roasting the squash in a 400ºF oven, until it’s nice and tender, about 30 minutes (split lengthwise and scoop out the seeds first). Then the your blender does the magic of whipping the soup into a light and airy puree.

A bit of description for the soup, but look wary: There's a few assumptions in the leading description. It's remarkably smooth and by the way you need an already roasted squash. That you already know how to make. Oh and also by the way the recipe calls for a stand blender rather than a stick blender. And that's before you even hit the ingredient list. So, dear reader:

Do you know how to roast a squash? I do. 30 minutes in a 400F oven is the barest description. You'd probably need to find more explicit instructions than that. Yes, you can just cook the squash in the microwave. Lots of people do. I think that there's a difference in flavor and i prefer the oven roasted squash, but honestly what you need here is cooked squash, and that's all.

Do you also have a knife that can handle slicing a raw squash in half, lengthwise? I finally do. It cost $97 CDN before taxes. I hesitate to tell a new cook they need to spend a hundred bucks on a knife, but a dull knife and a raw squash will raise your perspiration and your ire. Some supermarkets will sell squash halves already cut and cleaned of seeds, so that might be an option.

Do you have a stand blender? I do. See the above hesitation about recommending new cooks lay out a lot of money for an activity they're not sure they're going to enjoy. So if you don't have a stand blender, don't run out and buy one because you've never made soup before. Your stick blender will work just fine. In fact, I'd ignore that bit about the stand blender in the recipe anyway and just use a stick. Don't have a stick blender, either? How about an electric mixer? you can smooth out cooked squash and broth with that, it'll just have a texture, and that's fine.

1 tablespoon butter
1 tablespoon extra virgin olive oil
2 leeks, white parts only, thinly sliced
1 small butternut squash, roasted, flesh scooped out
2 cups vegetable stock
1/4 mixed toasted sweetened coconut and almonds
1 teaspoon chopped cilantro

This is your list of ingredients. We've already gone over the by the way you need a roasted squash before you can start this recipe assumption. You do of course want to make sure you have all of these things on hand in sufficient quantity before you can proceed.

But don't move on just yet. Look at 2 leeks, white parts only, thinly sliced. fresh leeks often have a lot of dirt in them. So if you were to nod your head and go on to the instructions and "Heat butter and oil in a 2 quart pot over medium heat" and then pull those two leeks out of the fridge, the butter and oil would scorch before you'd gotten the leeks cleaned and sliced.

Here's a concept that will save you a lot of trouble and frustration in the cooking process, though it's likely to create more dishes for you to clean: Mise en Place. Yes, it's French. It means "to put in place" or something similar. Some cooks just don't do this, some argue against it, but when you're a new cook or if you're learning a new technique, Mise en Place really helps.

So. take a liquid measuring cup, and measure out two cups of vegetable stock (i recommend low sodium pre-made. You can make your own stock. It may not be something you want to fuss with at the moment.) take a smaller portion dish and measure out a tablespoon of butter and a tablespoon of extra virgin olive oil in it. chop (ha!) some cilantro (bah! just cut the leaves with scissors, they don't have to be teeny) and set it in a little dish. scoop out all that cooked squash, maybe even dice it a little, and set it in a bowl or on a plate. take out those leeks, wash the leeks, slice the leeks up really fine, cuss at all the grit, dump the thinly sliced leeks in a colander and rinse (you're going to see a lot of grit on fresh spinach too. It's just how it is.) then shake the excess water, drop the leeks on a tea towel and pat them down a touch. measure your coconut and your almonds - there's a typo in the original recipe, but I'm betting it's a quarter cup each coconut and almond.

Now set out the pot you're going to cook the soup in. If you read ahead you know it should hold at least 2 quarts. If you're not sure, simply measure two quarts of water and see if it fits in the pot. if it's too small, dry the pot with a teatowel and put it back, grab the bigger one, and try fitting two quarts of water in that. Repeat until you find a pot that will hold at least two quarts of water, then dry that one and put it on the stove. Now set out a frying pan. Put out a couple of wooden spoons. Have your stand blender or your stick blender or your electric mixer ready to go.

Okay, -now- you can cook. Let's go on to the instructions.

Heat butter and oil in a 2 quart pot over medium heat. Add leeks and saute until soften and fragrant. Add roasted butternut squash and stock. Bring to a boil, then reduce to a simmer and cook for 20 minutes. Pour contents of pot into the glass bowl of a blender and puree until smooth, about 2 minutes. Divide among four bowl and garnish with toasted and almond mixture and a sprinkle of cilantro.

Lots of assumptions here. Heat butter and oil in a 2 quart pot over medium heat. In this case you can simply put the butter and oil in a cold pot and then turn the heat on, it won't harm anything unless you have the heat on too high to start. but "medium heat" varies from stove to stove, and we're working with olive oil, which has a very low smoke point compared to other oils. So let's do the sizzle test:

1. heat the dry pot on medium heat. give it a minute to heat up.
2. pour yourself a glass of water. wet your fingers, and flick the pot. what does the water do?

If it evaporates near instantly, it's too hot. Turn the heat down and wait a few minutes before trying again.
If the water kind of becomes little balls that roll around for a second before evaporating, that's a good heat if you were just heating butter or canola oil and sauteeing in that, but that's not what we're doing, so turn the heat down and wait a few minutes before trying again.
If the water spreads and boils with big bubbles but takes a couple of seconds to evaporate, that's about right.

Add the butter and oil. Pick up the pot and tilt it around, covering the bottom, but the important part is to add the leeks the moment the butter melts. You'll be moving the leeks around with a wooden spoon, and your'e watching for the leeks to become soft and to start releasing their smell. you're not trying to brown the leeks, but it won't be ruined if you do wind up browning them a bit. they'll look a little translucent when they're ready.

now add the squash. you'll get a good sizzle when they go in. Stir the squash around a bit, mixing it with the leeks. Steam should be rising from the pot. you're not looking to brown the squash, you're getting it slightly warmed and taking the leeks up into the squash mixture so they don't brown either.

Once you get that mixed, pour in all the vegetable stock. keep an eye on things, but this is a good time to wash your slicing knife, your cutting board, the dishes that held the squash and the butter oil, and your measuring cups, but keep glancing at the pot. when you see the stock boiling, turn the heat down to low, drop a lid on it, and set the stove timer for 20 minutes. this is more than enough time to get your prep dishes washed, so do that.

Once you're fidgeting because the timer's not done but you've got nothing left to do, let's work on the other assumption in the recipe directions: that you know that the only way you're going to get toasted coconut and almonds is if YOU toast them. You see what recipes leave out?

Heat the frying pan. Use the sizzle test, and when the water rolls, drop your coconut and your almonds in the dry pan and stir constantly with the other wooden spoon. (yep, that's why I said two.) stir constantly. everything is always moving. you're smelling the coconut and almonds and watching them stubbornly not brown and then all of a sudden WHAM it happens all at once. scrape the hot stuff onto the dish you'd placed the coconut and almond in before, and set the fry pan on a cold element while the other element cools.

When the timer goes off it's time to puree the soup using whatever instrument of liquefication you may have. hopefully you don't have too much stock and not enough squash. if your squash soup is just too thick, you can thin it by adding a splash of stock, but too thin is just sad. you want it smooth, and it doesn't really matter what instrument of liquefication you use to achieve this.

Once it's smooth it's ready to serve. Pour into a bowl, drop a pinch of fresh cilantro on top, add a spoonful of coconut and almond to the center.

One thing about this recipe: In my opinion the absence of any seasoning is very surprising. I would not add salt if I were using premade vegetable stock, but I would add pepper. I'd probably also add paprika or thyme.

The other thing about this recipe: to be completely honest I'd never roast a squash for the express purpose of making soup out of it. I probably roasted a squash and had some as a side for a previous meal and then used the leftover squash to make this soup. but for learning purposes this recipe stands as a perfectly servicable butternut squash soup recipe.

One last thing about this recipe: if I were feeding vegans i'd skip the butter and olive oil and just use coconut oil for sauteeing them leeks. I keep coconut oil in the house all the time, and my vegetable stock is made with vegetables, herbs, and water. the only thing that keeps this recipe from being vegan is the butter.
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I'm just a little bit shy of halfway through knitting the scarf. it's been suggested that I write the pattern for it and offer it on ravelry, which i'll probably do. the most difficult part will be explaining the grafting, as it's not simple knit stitch.

After i'm done this scarf, I'll be sketching out lace pattern stitches to see if anything catches for Rêveur. I have a few lace motif stitches I really like, it's just a question of whether they will blend nicely together or not.

the yarn bowl is wonderful and I think I'd like to buy another one sometime.

I'm going to lie down foor a bit and then get up, toss some ribs in the oven, and lie down again. Hey. Ribs are a feast.

I'm also thinking that I'm giong to try cooking my steel cut oats blended with some other grains in my slow cooker overnight. doing them on the stove isn't really working for me, and I like the idea of blending my oats with flax seeds, sunflower seeds, millet, and hulled oats that haven't been cut. apparently you can do a big batch, stick the leftovers in the fridge, and then heat up a dose fairly quickly with some water. If anyone has some advice on cooking grains like this for breakfast i'd like them. I decided I wanted to try whole grains for breakfast and don't get me wrong I love my oatmeal but I thought I'd try to figure out what my GF substitute for Red River/Sunny boy is.
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So, Pan-Am.

Is anyone else watching it?

I will admit freely that i wasn't expecting the series i'm getting so far. It played automatically as the next show when I was watching ctv.ca and I let it go, and wound up getting intrigued.
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But while I'm knitting this particular design, which satisfies my requirements, as you might recall:

  1. Textured, but in a complex way, so simple ribbing or garter won't do

  2. Completely without a wrong side, so it doesn't matter how the scarf will be twisted or worn

  3. Started with a provisional cast-on so I can kitchener graft it and so the beginning and end are indistinguishable

and it comes with a bonus quality: Unisex! So I'm pleased about that and while it's not mindless knitting, I'm getting it done.

But I just finished reading The Night Circus and I really want to make a scarf/stole/shawl i'll name Rêveur. It should be red, but I don't like wearing the colour red. This created a horrible conflict in my mind until I hit on what to do: buy white/cream lace yarn, do the design in white, and when it comes time to do the photographs I'll do them in black and white and then colour the scarf red, and call it good.
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X number of things make a post, Right? Right.

1. Currently just a tiny bit hypo-manic and trying to multitask present-tense exchanged paragraph RP (World of Warcraft) since there's been quite a bit of good roleplay going on for me. I play on an RP server but I haven't gotten quite this much emote action in such a long time but I'm Moonguard 2007 levels of busy and it feels pretty good.

2. I still haven't bought a bus pass. I go everywhere by bicycle. Last month I took a long trip to IKEA, got lost in a new neighbourhood because the detour signs were rubbish, and then just aimlessly riding the paths got me serendipitously on the right track. but it was a shagging hot day and I drank a litre and a half of water easy and still felt a bit heat-dizzy faint, as the route wasn't shady at all and it was stupidly hot out.

3. I just remembered that I need to renew my picture I.D. so I should make a trip to do that. maybe the same time I re-apply for my low-income bus pass (I'm glad they're not differently labelled any more; the first year they were, and cashiers would ask me, 'how much is it if you're low income?' and i'd say 50% off and they'd say, 'man, I wish I could get that' and then I'd have a moment where I would just *look* at them and then tell them how little money you have to make in order to get your half off bus pass. one of two things would happen:

a. "Oh."

b. "I qualify. How did you get that? this is awesome!"

Both responses are acceptable.

4. I have to get new picture ID because it will be my birthday soon (just like Bear, only hers is today!) and you know what? I haven't the faintest clue what I want for my birthday. I might have to spend some time thinking about what I could get for myself for my birthday. Considering I have already bought myself all new furniture, a new bicycle, and a Kobo so far this year, I almost feel kinda wackily consumerist for thinking about what to get for my birthday. But I celebrate it every year, and it is an even numbered birthday this year which means that I am on a Social Gathering Year (I spend odd-numbered birthdays alone or with only one friend. Yeah I don't know either. but I've been doing it since I was 17, so why stop now.)

It is also my Life, the Universe, and Everything Birthday, as I am turning 42. I wonder if my gift should be thematic. That's maybe not a good idea because thematic = towels, and I don't actually need towels, as I have heaps of them. Brainstorm with me, here.

5. I have been utterly squirrel-brained about knitting. No, really. I suddenly got this mad idea that I wanted to knit something out of a skein of yarn I bought from my favourite yarn dyer, in the history of ever, and I knew that I wanted it to be three things:

a. A circular scarf, non moebiused, started on a provisional cast on and then kitchener grafted so perfectly you cannot tell where the scarf begins or ends,

b. textured, but in a complex way, so simple ribbing or garter wouldn't do.

c. completely without a wrong side, so it doesn't matter how the scarf is twisted or worn.

Yes. This is both incredibly restricting and dizzyingly variant at the same time. Do you see why I am writing a blog post instead of working on knitting. Even though I want to. I am being creative here. Can you see me, being creative? cat-waxing is just part of the process. so there!

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I have cycled daily for an hour's rolling time every day for the last week.

I have cycled over 20km every day for the last week.

Yesterday, I bought a membership at a health club. there's swimming and drop in fitness classes and weight machines and all that. Because When I think of winter, when I *can't* just hop on my bike and combine travel with exercise, I start *worrying* about how I'm going to manage my moods. They're looking for a Zumba instructor and they have 2-3 yoga classes a day. I'm excited about that.

Today, I found out the Bruce actually is a *really* good choice for a winter bike, and I should just get winter tires and wet grease for the chain and then replace the chain come spring, so I don't have to buy a "winter bike" before I buy a step-through dutch style commuter. I don't think i'll be an every day cyclist, but having the option is sure nice.

And guys while Workcycles and Pashleys are bloody brilliant, I think I want to buy another Kona.

this time, the AfricaBike3. I love the idea that they send one of these bikes to someone in Africa for every two they sell on retail. And that price? less than half the price of a Pashley. At that price I can afford a fancy Brooks Saddle (like on the other two bikes I linked.)

I'm physically active. How did this *happen?*
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but I really wanted some potato salad, darnit. And so I made some.

I took a 2lb bag of those little waxy potatoes. the tri-coloured ones were on sale, so I went with that. I cut them in half (I should have quartered them) and boiled them to fork tender and let them chill in the fridge.

Then I tossed them in a bowl and sliced up radishes into disks (1 bunch)
and I sliced up a cup of celery hearts
and I sliced the stalks on my anise bulbs, and chopped some of the green fronds
I had a jar of gherkin pickles, so I cut them in half and added them

I decided against hard boiled eggs, and I wasn't sure my eggs were good any more.

I tossed them and ground up some grains of paradise (pepper if you don't have it)
And added paprika (of course, it's potato salad)
And tossed with lemon juice

and then I added mayonnaise and grainy mustard, and chilled.

Salt to taste. Turned out really good! I really like the anise stalks. I accomplished the varying flavour thing I like so much.
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I didn't have any meat thawed.

two days ago I washed about 3/4 of a cup of red Quinoa and then cooked it in a can of coconut milk, then I put that in a fridge container for future use.

Today, I took a bulb of anise and sliced it into lengthwise flats, and put them in a pan with heated olive oil on the bottom. I ground some grains of paradise on top, then added a pinch of dried mint and their own fronds. I let the pieces get brown and then pulled them, adding half a dozen halved mushrooms, brown and white.

once they are all sweaty, I'm going to drop some chunks of red pepper in that, put the anise back in, and then add a scoop of the red quinoa.

i also thawed out some frozen butternut squash that I'm cooking in a couple of cubes of the chicken stock I made and froze. I sprinkled a little cinnamon on that. it'll go in last, I'll put a lid on it to warm up the quinoa. then I think I have some pecan halves, just for giggles.

Into a bowl it will go, and then i'll see if it's any good.

and it was all right. the squash was no good. no one flavor really stood out, and the flavors didn't marry. I think I'll carmelize the anise bulb I have left over and do some experiments with flavor combinations, and find out how to handle anise.

tomorrow the ground pork should be thawed. I'm thinking Un-burgers.


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